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hi back to my blog le...many thing happen this week.blog 1 by 1 ba!!!
TUESDAY 14/april/2009
My 19th birthday!!!worst birthday i ever had. meet up gerald eric and jacky(The four)at vivo.thx so much for the cake. on my way home, suddenly damn sad.miss how well i'm treated last time when dad and grandma is around. during dad wake, 3rd aunt told me dad wanted to visit us(my family in singapore and he is from malaysia) the few week b4 he passed away.
due to the poor health condition, my aunt disallow him to come over.the conversation goes like this
(Dad: I want to go singapore to visit my wife and my children.)
(aunt: Cannot lar.your body like that how to go back!!!)
(Dad: Let me go back lar....i know my body very well. I'm afraid if i don't visit them this time, I would have no chance already.)
aunt called us to go back malaysia to spend time wif him.
AFTERTHAT .....
Damn sad.(Don't need to touch him, just let me listen to his voice can liao. Pls....)
To my friend out there, if u had bad relationship wif your parent, pls lar, afterall they are still your parent. don't wait till they leave u liao than u start crying lar!!!
Wendesday 15/April/2009
first day of school from holiday b4 lesson, had talk session wif paul.
after talking wif paul, WTF paul eyes red sia. he is the first lecturer that cry for me...once again i felt DAmn useless. WHY WHY why am i causing people around me to worry for me!!!! the image i give to anyone should be carefree cheerful happy and easy go lucky de ma!!! CB why am i causing classmate and lecturer to worry for me????????
he tell me to look for him whenever i got problem. although i tell him "yes yes" but come on lar, people who know me well, will i look for him when i have problem?am i acting strong??WHATEVER!!!
Thursday 16/April/2009
trying to fix back my body system to work normally again. no more night life. school started le, still go out during the night...
NEXT, gonna touch anything like "That" again!!! Felt damn sad the day b4 birthday. took something that make me leave this world afew hour. at that moment, there are no trouble, no sound, no nothing. Just ME!!!damn high. body damn tired. fallen alsleep after that.(finally 1 good sleep after so much chaotic days and nights)but it also affect my mood till thursday. So stop means stop!!!
AFTER ALL i'm fine again lar^^ for the pass few days, i'v fallen down, now i'm standing up, walking on the same path again.TODAY gerald told me i'v change. He felt that i'm no longer that dawei he know in the past. I somehow become a person damn KE LIAN. (pethtic)
HAhas at least i'm starting to joke again^^. sometime when i'm with you all, when i stare in the air, does not mean that i'm daydreaming. I'm just doing some thinking.(wish to be alone when i cracking my brain juice)
Found out that maybe i just can't cope with things that i want to do and must do together. i must learn how to put important first and not so important last!! Those that are totally NOT important should be taken out from my "do list"
perhaps by doing this, i will be more committed.
1. Clear my debt
2.Finish my ite studies
3.Ns
4.Find a long and steady relationship
5. Find a stable job and earn whole lots crap of money
think about it again, I think i should stop going Qian Xi training liao. School is so busy and i don't think i will kana selected lor.(knn i so noob)
SEE HOW BA!!!!
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